Dreams

Dreamed of Mark last night, that I found an article in a magazine where he was telling about how much I hurt him and how I ruined his life. The only thing, most of the things about me in the article were not true. I remember seeing that I was from New York and that my house had been burned in a fire. The article/Mark said that one of the cats, Emma, jumped out the window, but that he rescued Loveday. It made me so mad in the dream to see all these lies about me, and for people to think these things were true.

So, meaning? Maybe I really need to release my relationship with him, accept the lessons I learned and let it go. I know I have I moved on, I have changed, I have become much more positive again, and much more confident. But have I really stopped to look at the lessons I learned with him? Such as I can't live being what someone else wants, I have the right to say no, and I can walk away from bad decisions and make my life over. Those are powerful and important lessons, and I am grateful for them. And then maybe, it was just a reminder going into a new year of how far I've come, and also, that people won't always see you for what you really are, but as long as you know, that's what matters.