no go on the build-a-job

The engineering company wrote back that they don't have any openings that fit me. At least they wrote back, so I don't have to wonder.

I've been really tired lately, more so than usual, sleeping a lot, and not working on my projects as much, and Tim and I both wonder if this job isn't making me depressed, because those are certainly the early signs of depression. I haven't felt like myself for a while, like i haven't been feeling up, or bubbly or playful like I normally do. And I know the job affects me, but I think it is affecting me even more than I thought. And that is definitely not good, and I don't like that I've become the person who never has anything positive to say about their job.

Tim just sent me a bunch of job links, so I will apply to them this weekend, some are writing, some are editing, some are HR, but I clearly need to get out of here as fast as I can.

I miss me, and I have to get back to feeling like I used to.